3:56 p.m. - 2007-06-12
one day @ a time
Well two months later on June 11th, yesterday, I mananged to find another sober day. Who knows what awaits tonight but I have an idea that I'll be too tired to go drink because I slept so crappy last night. Fiance was up off and on last night and I heard every creak cuz I was sleeping so light.
I am CRAVING carbs and ate a 400 calorie bag of potato chips today and yesterday. So much for losing weight when I quit.
But what *DID* work was looking at just this one day and not forward. One day at a time, one of the most useful things I was taught in AA.
I also should mention that I think Fiance has alcoholic tendencies. I told him I had to quit or die and he said he'd help me but he never did, not out of maliciousness but I think out of his own weakness when it comes to this issue. Every single time I said lets go to the bar he agreed with no buts and a happy face. This is a red flag for me and our dealings together. True, he doesn't push to go but he doesn't EVER say no for me.
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