3:31 p.m. - 2007-06-15 4 days
Four days sober. Diarhia, gone. Liver ache, gone. bacterial watery eye thing, mostly gone. strange food and carb cravings, subsiding. Sleep nights, sporadically waking but going to sleep, no problem Sleep need, still healing still needing sleep, want naps Weight, holding or down a pound. cravings come night, lessening. Bitchiness, also lessoning. energy, coming back and much better when I'm not sleepy powers of concentration, much better and getting more done in less time and more organized and efficient. Less resentment at having to do something for me OR someone else.
grateful that I'm more in control grateful that I can be proud of myself & who I am grateful that I can be healthy before its too late grateful for one day at a time.
The concept is the only one that has successfully changed my life. Looking forward just doesn't work when RIGHT NOW is the problem.
Apprehensions: BF may be a closet Alchy .. monitoring situation